You know, God loves you. And scary as this all is, it's a good idea to take a minute to stop and pray and breathe. Take some time off of life-commitment-search. Read a good book. Pray a bit. Ask him about his interests for your life. Listen. Spend time with friends.
Take a bit off.
Because it is so easy to get so wound up and so stressed. And there is no reason to be afraid or stressed or worried. God has a plan. You're seeking his plan. And that is enough. He will let you know your place, his call, the saint he is calling you to be.